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2009-09-04T01:52:00.001+08:00

shifted my blog to onsugar. (:
follow the blog and be notify everytime i update it!

http://mandyamandale.onsugar.com/

2009-08-29T02:27:00.002+08:00

blogger still doesnt allow me to upload pictures.

but anyway,
i just got to blog this down.

telling me a thing and them another, causing friendship to turn sour.
i've no trust in you.
you claimed that whatever you do, you did it out of your concern for me..
but wait, i dont feel the same way.
when things dont worked out the way u desired, blame it that i've changed.
yes i did, am not quite the same girl when u first know me..
and now im afraid of being loved by you...

i dont want to be controlled, nor do i want to be compared.
if she's really that good, Please... win her back.

2009-08-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

Rashes outbreak AGAIN! >:(

& i miss pbb VERY VERY VERY MUCH! >:( >:( >:(

2009-08-21T00:52:00.003+08:00

Worked on tues at changi air base.
A pity that Clarence flew off to USA and not there at the mess. :(

dressed like a school girl, danced, served and mingled.
a quick shot after countless mug of beers.

left to meet shren & headed to some wulu pub to join kenny & co.
was dragged to firefly and left ard 3plus. Zzz

slept awhile and cabbed over to riverwalk for morning prayer meet.
breakfast with cindy and the rest then down to tiong to meet shren.
just to accompany her to raffles place to get some makeup stuff... grrrrr!

came home, and finally packed all my birthday presents.
they have been lying ard for days, and everyone is nagging me to clear it. lol!
slept like a dead log and missed two castings.

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met gf,ponsak and vee at bugis for dinner.
i got some rashes outbreak. and it spread all over my body and to my face..
is itching like mad now. >:(
big red patches swelling up everywhere.................

thanks for all the assurance you tried to give.

i apperciate them. really.

2009-08-14T02:06:00.000+08:00

"Because i love u, thats why im willing to do everything for you."

(:
Thank you.

2009-08-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

Occupied my weekend with work and church. (:

Loving every moment of time spent with them.

but goodness, im real tired.

FOP on fri at SIS then met Tcc for dicussion of this weekend shoot with venus.

slept less than 3 hrs and off i headed down to ecp for event.

Kan came to pick me up from work n headed to bugis to get my attire for the night event.

i had my first ever bike experience...

and my very first attempt of being megan fox got me this.....

Brunt. >:(

Its getting better each day.

Hopefully with proper care, there wont be any scar... it looks rather bad huh. >:(

& the cycle repeats agn, left less than 3 hrs and i cab down to SIS for church 20th anniversary! :D:D:D

i was late, so i got to queue up on my own.

the brunt really restricted my movement by quite alot.

i cant stand for long, walk for long...and my leg will get numb from time to time.
rarr, feel so weak.

worst, i cant join the group in outing because of this burnt.
>:(

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and as expected, i fell sick right after everything ended.
cough, flu and mild fever. COMBO.

Last night, my angels came knocking at my door delivering fish porridge and sweets for me.

really thoughtful of them, i feel really blessed. (:

then today, i finally got my ass down to consult the doctor. M came all the way down just to accompany for doc. (:

and i truly understand what it meant by, action speaks louder than words.

i looked really cui w/o make up. >:(

the other day, venus baby was sick.

accompanied her to the 24 hrs clinic at clementi, took this while waiting for her turn. (:

and now, its my turn to be sick. RARRRR

2009-08-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

thats because the love i have for you is NOTHING compared to my love for Jesus.

2009-08-04T01:34:00.002+08:00

just when im out of love, the angels came knocking at my door.
showering me with love care and lots of concern. (:
really thank you guys for popping over, buying food and lollipops for me and keeping me in company.

really sweet, and i just cant express how greatful i am.
countless calls and sms to keep me in company. keeping my mind occupied from stupid thinkings.

i've lots of questions running through my mind. i dont like the idea of sudden MIA acts.
it pissed me off like crazy.
and hanging me there like an idiot... even if truth hurts. i would still want to know.

Dont tell me is for my own good, because you are not me.

2009-08-03T02:54:00.000+08:00

that pair of hands that calms my soul
that pair of eyes that captivated me
the smile u gave when u said, "everything is under control..."

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history is gg to take its place again, the cycle that i wants to break so badly.

2009-07-30T16:24:00.003+08:00

weekend was BA BA BOOM!! :D

met the rest of them after church for bowling.

had 2 games, and its really fun.

thuo venus, wee and i really pulled down our grp average score. lolol

Kanster and derrick came to join us for supper. Then the rest head home leaving me, neighbour jolvin, kan and derrick.

And we headed to void deck for monopoly! :D:D

"Nasi Lemak n nasi Goreng Ayam Pattaya."

and we ended the game at 7am in the morning...

2009-07-29T03:43:00.000+08:00

i've been talking to different people recently.
& well.. it sets me into some thinking.

was chatting w bonster abt my 21st.
seriously i have no idea how its gg to be like, i didnt plan for anything(then).
so no actions were carried out. and yea, its like 18 days away....
i was lectured, and am pissed off. not w him, but more of myself.

seriously quit the habit of not planning & doing last min things.
or to even take it for granted someone will do it for me.
well, at least that was what i thought. i got this thinking that someone will plan my 21st for me, n all i nd to do is to attend the party. LOL! okay, i know.. it a illusion.

rarr, so now i got to rush and tie things down asap.
thankfully, i managed to book a chatlet on my actually day. man, nv expect 15th to be such a popular date.All the chatlets, country clubs were fully booked. zzz really disturbing.

and im coming out with the guest list.
still thinking if i shd seperate my frens into two diff days or lump everyone tgt...
ahh, anyway that aside.
i'll think abt it when i wake up later. HAHA! :D

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XOXO.

p.s - i saw my first ever glowing blue rose today. thanks alvan. (:

2009-07-16T17:27:00.005+08:00

took this while waiting for lift. HAHAHAHA!
i really love to be greeted with morning messages. it makes me day. (:

Worked with sweetest vee for 100 plus event.

This time was for the registration of this yr standard chartered marathon. (:

is really amazing to see people of all ages queueing to sign up for the event.

Were they really excited & passionate for the run or was it for the goodie bag?

that we wont know. HAH!

& i miss jogging at wcp. >:(

Out with monster for movie.
okay, people hold ur peace. i know what im doing. Loves.

went over to Alps for some bites. No crowd on a thursday night, so we territorised the whole place with our singing. HA!

Followed by Mustafa aft movie to get my hair dye.

alrights, gonna dye my hair now!! :D:D:D

2009-07-15T14:07:00.013+08:00

best tuesday ever. (:
woke up with slight hangover, and headed down town to meet kan.
He was there doing MRI scan for his wrist.

roamed ard town, had lunch while waiting for his report to be ready.
To kill time, we caught ice age 3. My second time watching that, but i guess i enjoyed it better this time. With no unpleasant disturbance. HA!

wanted to head down to Parkway for dinner before meeting the rest for blading.
sudden craving for katong laksa changed our initial plan.
The first time after months that i finally ate my proper meals on time.

/side track: i tink i really lost quite alot of weight recently. my face, is getting so sharp. or maybe is the angle i used. idk...

anw, meet up with the rest at ecp.
Kan decided to stay for awhile more since he has the time.

Learning the basic.

Master Shifu! thanks for tolerating my screams. i hope i didnt facture ur wrist.

Jolvin was really patience to skate REALLY ( & i mean really) slowly with me. Then Kan was like having road march. i tink he walks faster than i skate. That's how pathetic i was. LOL

But i really had fun. Screaming and laughing.

Lets go blading agn! :D:D:D

2009-07-13T17:17:00.004+08:00

Venus and i had the most miserable saturday night ever...

Met up with her after dinner with cell, with the initial plan of heading to Top One.
Only to realise that it was fully booked.
We braved the rain and decided to head down to pasir ris for Sz's bday chatlet for some drinking session.
But is really awkward, we know no body else.

So V and i went thru our phonebook and called almost everyone to see if we could join them.
PATHETIC TO THE MAX.
wanted to club, but our IC wasnt with us. so we dropped the idea of clubbing & pubbing.

then Pon sak asked if we would like to join them for singing at jurong safra, and so we agreed.
so from Downtown East we cabbed down to Boon lay.
Gwad, just imagine the cab fare + mid night charges.
we were bleeding internally as the taxi meter ticks. zzz

so here we are, at jurong safra's kbox.

the guys were really hilarious.

esp when they tries to dance to cyndi's/jolin's & MJ's songs.

oh crap, im still laughing at the thought of it.

and when i thot i could end off my sat real well.

DRAMA happened.

scenes that i believed that will only happen in the drama series actually happened on me.

& my heart shattered.

2009-07-13T02:38:00.002+08:00

hearing the guys pouring their hearts behind me amazes me.
man, they can really talk... NON STOP (okays, at least for the last 3 hrs).

"cheng wee"
"cheng wee"
"cheng wee"

almost 1/4 of the conversation revolves around him...

& shane = irritating.
he is whining abt his angel to jason and i.

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im really sleepy now.
but im still over at Z baby's place waiting for them to finish their mahjong game.

2009-07-12T14:57:00.000+08:00

im going for fishing (:

2009-07-10T13:50:00.005+08:00

head out to meet gfs after work.
was late and they started l4d w/o me. >:(

shane and his frens were there too.

Afterwhich we went over to top one ktv, since no body wans to go home yet.
okay, Amanda did wans to leave, but for my sake she stayed to accompany for awhile.
Or i'll be left alone with one whole bunch of ppl that i just know.

shane and his friends were trying REAL HARD to match make me and this guy.

Zzz. n it cracks me up alittle.

Its really amazing, how these people manage to put a smile onto my face. LOVES

Z BABE's 21st LATER! WOO HA! (:

2009-07-10T01:44:00.003+08:00

im grateful that when im at my lowest peak, i've still got my gfs with me.

meeting me up, keeping me in accompany.

gave me wramth in these cold dark nights.

somehow they got the ability to make me forgets abt the pain temporary...

i've made friends with booze.

it numbs me, and puts me to sleep.

oh man, i feel miserable.

2009-07-07T17:01:00.002+08:00

Waking up with hope, but i could only find tears...
My heart turns cold as the wind blows...

I haven been well recently.
Ate less than a meal for 4 days,
puking after puking.
Slept less than 3 hrs a day,
waking up in the morning for work,
bad news after bad news.

The weather these days really reflects my emotions.

I miss the Sun.

2009-07-07T02:32:00.002+08:00

so.. im just a damn fucking toy to you.

your actions needed EXPLAINATIONs..
issit so hard just to be truthful?

i wonder, have i finally hit the lowest peak of my life? or there's worst to come..
numbing myself, i'll sleep in toilet tonight..

2009-07-05T02:37:00.000+08:00

I'm disgusted by your actions.

2009-07-03T17:24:00.001+08:00

When it hits the lowest peak of everything, it could only get better...

2009-07-01T02:18:00.002+08:00

Its like Dejavu.
Why do i have to put myself in this situation to go through such disappointment again.
Memories, painful memories.

A stain that i wanted to erase so badly...

2009-06-30T17:26:00.004+08:00

Worked for 100 plus at AYG with the Zylia, Joanne, Wz & Amy. (:

sunday was killer.
i forgot work start at 8am instead of 9am.
& i have to waste $$ cabbing down to the wulu YCK stadium. >:(

ended the first half of work at yck & headed to zylia hse for a nap.
joanne, wz and i occupied her whole bed, poor girl, dont even have a space to rest.

missed lunch & cab down to centerpoint for 2nd half of job.
and that is where the nightmare for wz and i started. sighs
just imagine the sunday afternoon crowd along orchard road...
& we have to open every single can of 100 plus before giving out to the crowd.
maddness! & its like 200 cartons of 100 plus! >:(
thuo it was the guys that opened most of the cans. HAHA
& they really make this job real fun.

ended work n hitched a ride from dasmond over to marina sq to look for zylia n joanne.
had steamboat!!! :D
i've been craving for that for the longest time!
Joanne is like the steamboat pro, she seem to have eaten almost all the steamboat in sg.
she knows exactly what's the famous dish in a particular stemboat store. SOLID LA.

headed back home after dinner and gave venus bday celebration a miss.
really no strength to go... sorry v.

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then yesterday AYG opening at indoor stadium.
nothing much to do, since it was raining.
we hopped on to the HP bus to be sheltered from rain, rest, use internet & to cope their free gifts.LOL
very typical singaporean. HAHA!

knocked off went over to geylang for dinner & durains!
i haven ate durians for years la!
bought 3 different types to try, but seriously i cant tell the different in their taste.

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i tried uploading photos.

but somehow, blogger doesnt allow me to. >:(

2009-06-27T05:08:00.002+08:00

Phew, i managed to rush everything out by 5am.
Gwad, im really tired..

but still, i feel satisfied. :D

2009-06-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

/edited: did some changes to the html of my blog.
is easier to read now yea? :)

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im practically finding things to do so as to keep myself occupied.

trying hard not to be consume by those negative thoughts that weighs me down.
& my apologies to dada, ruined your night... >:(

so anw, i uploaded my photos to the lappy!
& realised i can actually bluetooth the songs from my lappy to my hp!

i feel like a genius! :D (REALLY!)

to the extend i took my hp & key in dada's number..then realising its already 2 am.

That fellow is happily walking ard in dreamland(farting away). heh!

so anw, here's the photos i took today.

way before the unpleasant drama happened..

Changed my phone to pixon.

since my sony ericson decided to die on me weeks back.

its 8 mega pix! & that explains all the cam-whoring. AHAHA

& im missing my bimbo(s) very much!

its so so so long since i met up with amanda, zylia, dawn and joanne all tgt. >:(
RARR, i missed thurs bball activity again...

NVM, next week.

and yes, i finished uploading the songs to my pixon! :D:D

i shd go wash up now.

XOXO,

DADA! :D

2009-06-25T01:47:00.003+08:00

decided to delete the whole post after much thinking.
not gg to let this affect me.

2009-06-17T03:06:00.009+08:00

Dada was very determine to shed some fats.

so being very nice (as always), we went jogging at WCP!
but i still cant break my 3 rounds limit. Boo. shall attempt again next week!

thurs will be our group sportday.

i want to play badminton! Been wanting to play since march.

Hopefully we'll get the courts booked tml or it be the usual basketball. (:

For the sake of money, trust was broken.

So which is the truth?

But whatever it is, im disappointed.

& this really sets me thinking...

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/sidetrack.

our dearest kaka was enlisted to NS yesterday.

gonna miss his craps, and late night msn chats.
i browsed through my photos to find something to upload.

and guess what i found...

Year end lunch with the TEAM last yr at NYNY.

i seriously not too such what state of mind i was to even make a decision of cutting bangs.
>:( FUGLY to the max.

& lots of overdued photos!

Working with V! (:

And seeing gff in church looking very EMO.

Sudden Ice Cream craving when we walked pass Mac.
-.-"

The invincible twin. LOL

2009-06-10T01:58:00.002+08:00

seriously, i've got so much to blog about.
But i just didnt know where to start from.. lol.

my life been revolving around the same group of people.
people that makes me smile right from the bottom of my heart.
we work together, party together, lan game together, play sports together, & sticking by each other in time of needs.
i truly thanked God for all of them. (:

2009-06-04T17:20:00.002+08:00

a sudden heartache that i couldnt explain.
trying to sleep it off, but my tears just keep flowing down..
cuddled myself with the pillows and i started crying like a child
not knowing the reason of me doing so
hoping that someone will be by myside telling me everything's gonna be alright.
& i realised i've not no one.. everyone is too busy with their own stuff..
Lord, if only you're nearer.

2009-05-27T15:32:00.002+08:00

There is no greater love than Yours,
Nothing else could ever compare,
And even if i search all the world
I will never find a love like Yours.

Still my first and only.

2009-05-17T23:09:00.006+08:00

Dated Venus on wed to town,

Love this pretty babe of mine! <3

And and and, for the very first time i played L4d.

LOL! like finally...

Hoyin & co. have been nagging me to play lan with them for like months.

Teamed with dex, wayne n dan.

Super fun.. esp when how wayne n dex complains everytime dan goes astray.

my flu got worst when i got home at night..

pop that yellow flu tab, n headed to dream land...

wasted my whole sun sleeping away.

DARNNNNNN! >:(

and i cam wored alittle too. :P

i think i lost weight...

i haven ate anything much for the past two days....

2009-05-13T03:04:00.000+08:00

I have not felt this way for the longest time.
The feeling just crept in to me without any pior warning.
Sitting infront of the tv, its screening the 4th movie now.
Not that im watching, im just leaving it on to distract myself.
I cant help but to wonder why do i feel this way...
With all the happenings in my life, im still not happy.
Im missing out something.

2009-05-03T18:06:00.005+08:00

saw gff jon aft svc!

supported juyan and jeremy for their badminton game.
i wanted to play so much, but i was in dress and heels..
boo!

then back to church to meet the rest and headed down to town.
had dinner only at 930pm.
madness, i was starving.

off we went to Alps to chill.
16 of us in total.
been super long since i hang out with the young adults.
and i really enjoyed myself.

and our dearest dan knock out at 2am. LOLOLOL!

i dun wanna work tomorrow! >:(

2009-05-02T03:13:00.006+08:00

Sleep over with venus! :D

I dozed off while waiting for her to come over...

all ready to sleep!

with our makeup removed and spec on! LOL

watched beverly hills chihuahua, dozed off watching it. -.-

woke up and lazed ard till its about time for cg..
i almost kicked venus right at her face when i stretched. HAHAHAHA!

prepared and brunched.

off we go, heading to jurong east. (:

headed for w495 multiplication cg! :D

we are now offically two cgs; w495 & w519.

God is indeed faithful to us.

met up w venus for chervons after dinner at clementi.

and now, she at my place again.
HAHAHA!

packed my wardrobe. and i threw away one whole garbage bag of clothes agn.

goodness gracious.

it a little neater now. im really not good at housework. >:(

anw, i jus realise im going to start my day tomorrow waking up with venus by my side, and ending off with her sleeping next to me.

HAHAHA, it that loving or what. :D

butter factory with v and the girls last sat.

and Alps with v and cg tml aft svc! (:
woha!

2009-04-13T20:26:00.002+08:00

im loving my new job! yong ern, meiqi and the aunties are like my source of motivation to work.
they're really fun and lovely! :D
thou the pay aint high, but its better than me slacking my life away. HAHA!

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out with dd,alvan & sweetheart!
alvan cheated all of us from west to east to send him off for book in.
still it was an enjoyable night for all of us. (:
thanks for the bear sweetheart, & dd for finding it. it was so comical la!
oh yes, dd your mense theory is full of crap please.
i dont think it work that way... >:(

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& weiwei, really thank you so much.
that really meant the world to me. :D

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well never to say something too quickly and regret about it later.
Worst, not realising your own mistake.
I know im bad temper, but i do know how to control it.
If im at wrong, i will definately humble myself and apologize.

The heart of the problem is usually the problem of the heart.
(:

2009-04-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

just when i thought im left alone fighting this fever attack...
im surprised to receive all those sweet concerns flooding through facebook & msn.

thank you people! (:

2009-03-30T17:11:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that we've clear all the misunderstanding.
& thanks for those that sent me text of concern, really sweet of you guys. (:

2009-03-23T04:06:00.002+08:00

I read those words,
like a thousand swords piercing through my flesh.
And i wonder how hurt can one be.

Is it of worth for us to quarrel over such simple matter,
must things be made complex?

So now i know where do we actually stand in your heart..
Have you really understood, when you said you know who your friends really are.
Did you consider how we(I) felt?
Or have alcohol taken over you...

You can never imagine how disappointed i am right now.
I could have just walk off in silence.
But i chose not to...
Waiting to clear things out w u, but all i got in return is getting myself hurt.

Getting angry and throwing tantrums won't solve the matter.
You always tell me that, but why cant you practise it too?
Thanks for those hurtful words...
And yes,
You got what you wanted, you've hurt me.

2009-03-22T04:27:00.001+08:00

so, is Albert Teo your friend?

2009-03-22T03:49:00.002+08:00

Looking at all the happenings around me,
I feel so helpless.
Wanting to do something yet nothing can be done.
I'm sorry ladies. I don't know what else to do but to remain in silent and listen.
I'll be here, always.

Love is really friendship that is on fire,amazing yet scary.
~~And if the love does not work out for the two,the friendship might be destroy.~~

And now, I'm afraid.

2009-03-05T03:16:00.003+08:00

Little did i realized that there was a surprise awaiting for me.
I was greeted with probably the cutest thing on earth!
That mean monster has transformed into such a sweetheart...
For now, I'll cuddle this to sleep.

Good night darlings. :)

2009-03-03T17:28:00.002+08:00

Lek is going to be so happy today! (:
Mustafa! Mustafa! Mustafa!
I'm going to meet my Muthu!

2009-03-03T03:19:00.002+08:00

I should have heed her advices.
To start was really a mistake.
I tried convincing myself to believe, that we'll be the exception.
That we'll make it through..
Months after months i waited.
Realizing that things aren't going to work out the way I've expected it to.
So here i am...
Broken.

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Anyway, I'm better now.
Well, at least i think i am.
(:
Just another lesson learnt.

2009-02-22T05:26:00.004+08:00

This time, things ain't the same anymore.
She's been put in this situation again.
The day she dragged most has come.
Fighting the struggling thoughts,
temptation comes from all directions.

What will she do this time?

She doesn't know...
Perhaps, all she can do now is to drink herself to sleep...

Good Night World.

2009-02-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

you have been such a pain in my neck >:(

can you give me a break?

2009-02-06T01:20:00.003+08:00

arghh.. I'm down with fever, sore throat, flu, headache. >:(
super sad okay..

i was telling gf i have "tai tai life". Just two days straight of events and im sick.
Horrible la, tell me how am i suppose to find full time job lidat.
ANGRY! arghhh

but events have been real fun with the girls.
esp wed's event with Dd!
we eat and drink as and when we feel like it. super easy job.
the client's family and guests treated us very nice too.
LOL,dd having TAO HUA YUN sia.
but is good, cos i benefited from it. AHAHA, free ride home. :P
thats what girlfriends are for man! lol

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anw, here's another two pics taken on CNY eve shoot. :D

im wearing my baby here. it makes me 1.74m tall (:
pretty thingy, i like.

XOXO

2009-01-28T00:42:00.005+08:00

So how was your CNY?!
my harvest is being affected by economic crisis! :(
but nevertheless still a sum of blessing. :D

soooooo this was mine, not so fun CNY...

Day 1 of CNY: @ granny's place

Eat, Talk, Tv, Eat, Tv, Sleep, Eat, Tv, Eat...
Super bored. Perhaps all the cousins have grown up, CNY doesn't seem as fun as it used to be anymore. >:(
No more catching, no more games, lesser chit chatting.
How sad... sighs

but still, im still pretty much entertained by the old photos of me & cousins.
Have a good time laughing at each other. LOL

some of mine.. VERY CLASSIC PHOTOS..

LOL, i think my mushroom hair & missing tooth look is rather .... CUTE. :D

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DAY 2 of CNY:

much much better than Day 1.
i really enjoyed myself with them.

Master Shifu's golden rule:
"16 is a test of Patience...." LOLOLOLOL!
(okay, inside joke)

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i think he really look like meeeeeeeeeee! LOL
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XOXO!

2009-01-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

Day out with Charmaine & Dan to do last minute shopping on sat before service. :D
To think that we were very late(cos ~~as usual~~ i was late), Dan was later than us. LOL!
i was very tired.
Maybe because it was the second day( you know, girl thingy). >:(

so after service, rushed off for Reunion Dinner! ❤
This year is really good! Cos my whole family is around!
& i ate 2 bowls of riceeeeeeee!!
Goodness, i can smell FATS already. >:(

but nvm, i've already planned gym trip with gf on wed!!
Burn those calories! HAHA!

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Have a shoot this morning...
unexpectedly i received my first two Ang Baos from Peter & another photographer!
So blessed by Peter. :D:D:D

well, saving up the ang baos $$ for my SIM registration fee on wed. no more delaysssss!!

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sooooo people,
HAVE A PROSPER CHINESE NEW YEAR!
BE VERY BLESSED! :D

2009-01-21T01:52:00.003+08:00

gone ~

from Home->West Coast Plaza-> PL -> Cityhall -> Bugis -> Amk -> Home
Certainly a very fruitful trip! :)

Half of those belongs to Gf!
i've got very strong competitor...

ROUND TWO tml!! :D
& i'll probably get my lashes done too.

XOXO.

2009-01-20T13:00:00.002+08:00

im going out for a major shopping spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ :D

2009-01-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

Goodness, its going be CNY again.
and great, i haven get my clothes yet.. >:(

i cant decide what to wear yet.
and i've got so much bill(s)~~(actually only one, but it cost a bomb)~~ to pay for....
i still got to save for my oversea shopping trip in feb.
anyone wants to fund me??

okay, sam you would have to fund me! LOL
& GF you too!! AHAHHAHAHAHAHA

-
side note: i destroyed my bangs! but now my hair is very layered and thin, so got to wait for it to growwwwwwwww...

-

ahhhh.. i've got So so so so much things i need to do...

SIM Registration
Pay Phone bill
CNY Shopping

1 pair of heels & wedges both from Charles & Keith.❤
1 pair of dark denim jeans (gonna DIY it to replace that Levis eye candy)
Shorts (White& black)
& more tops/ dresses (Since i cant decide what exactly to wear yet. LOL)

Burning a big hole in my wallet. Ouch!

-

Side note (again) : i cant believe in turning 21 this year! & i have no idea how i should celebrate it.

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sorry for the random.
im blogging whatever thoughts that cross my mind.

oh yes! i have 2 MUST DO this year!! :)
❤Skin to be fairer (Whitening) Gee.
❤Shed that 5 kg of UNNECESSARY fats off me. >:(
(all thanks to Dan for his never ending reminder)

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Sammmm! Teach me how to swim! :D

2009-01-11T02:34:00.005+08:00

guess what?!

i'm using my new baby to blog this entry... (:

Lenovo S10 in baby pink!!

This baby is so small, so light...
can just simply slot it into my bag and bring it wherever i go. (:

Im so very blessed.
First it was the big wardrobe my parents blessed me with.

And now, this pretty laptop from my brother! :D
Thanks Korkor!

well, i ended my 2008 pretty good.
im looking forward to a better year in 2009!

/& im still thinking should i get that pair of levis jeans...

if u're thinking of blessing me.. please go ahead! im sure God will bless u back even more than u can imagine! :D:D

2009-01-07T21:01:00.006+08:00

oh dear oh dear,
i miss my old fringe..
Really not use to the bangs that I'm having now..

so thus explain.. im wearing a hair band where ever i go now.
HAHA! :D

anyway, here's the sneak preview of our collection 9 (:
so just go and take a look!

my favorite pieces in the collection :D

http://garnet-showroom.livejournal.com
http://garnet-showroom.livejournal.com
http://garnet-showroom.livejournal.com

show ur support!
spread the word! :D:D

2009-01-01T22:23:00.007+08:00

Did a catalog shoot with baobao's friend, Christine. :D

Pour moi (For Me) is an upcoming fashion label.

we had around 8 outfits each, and 2-3 paired ones. their clothings are of high-fashion style.

pretty cool.

and our make up is super thick!
its like it will crack if we make too much facial expression. =X
but then again, Linda(the MUA) is one of the best one i have worked with thus far.
very nice lady that always share make up tips with me. :D

The shoot was at the photographer's friend's place.
Amazingly pretty in white. But it surely cost alot to maintain.

cant wait for the catalog to be out! :D:D

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my very FIRST visit to Zouk!
Not with friends to club, but to work for a cokelight event.

i always thought clubs are big, but apparently Zouk aint very big afterall.

anw, i have no idea how to get there.
Thankfully sam& tank came over to fetch me from mrt station.

we are to give out free coke light to the guest for the
FEMALE TOP 50 GORGEOUS PEOPLE event.

Free flow of drinks that night.

We ended work early, found a place in the vip area to watch the whole competition.
Tank was drunk. & he was super funny. started uttering lots of rubbish.

Noisy entertainment.

LOL!

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till then!
Good night people!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

2008-12-30T01:22:00.001+08:00

SILOSO BEACH COUNTDOWN PARTY!!!

see you there.. :D

2008-12-28T01:28:00.002+08:00

I'm sad >:(

the people around me are all in Malaysia...
Shren went to KL..
Dd went to Batam..
Gf went for uncle's wedding..

they left me in Singapore... :(
i miss them all already...

Dd and shren will only be back next year..
boo! they cant count down with me!! >:(

i better plan and think where to go now for countdown...
i dont want to spend my night counting down alone in my room...
okay, maybe not that pathetic..
at least i still have got gf with me.. :D

&&&&

Gf!! come back quickly! Lets go shopping! :D:D:D

2008-12-23T19:10:00.003+08:00

these few days must have been the most tiring days in the whole month of dec.
Christmas services, Christmas party, Shoots, Fitting for shoots, blogshop.
im totally drained off.

i dont even have any time for Christmas shopping!
& i have no idea how am i spending my Christmas eve tomorrow night.. >:(
i just remember i have yet to prepare presents!! Zz

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so finally today i've the chance to rest at home and pack my room...
my new wardrobe arrived!
and i threw and gave away 4 huge packets of old and unwanted clothes.
LOL!
i dont even know i have that much amount of clothes previously.

anw, i love my new wardrobe, its so much bigger!
i can even smuggle a T-rex home. HAHA!! :D

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anyway, do visit:

http://garnet-showroom.livejournal.com
http://garnet-showroom.livejournal.com
http://garnet-showroom.livejournal.com

(:
for the latest collection!!!

-

i want go shopping so BADLY!! :(
fund meeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-12-16T22:48:00.003+08:00

i'm down with fever...
it's so sudden... dampen my mood totally. >:(

no moooooood for anything & everything....
no appetite to eat at all..

-

head down for dinner after receiving a surprise call from gf..
suprise delivery of herbal tea. & treat at Sushi Tei.
I ❤ GF! :D:D

lol

half way thru the dinner, i receive a msg from justin telling me im selected for the fashion shoot.
i was SUPEERRRR HAPPY lo!
i think my fever was gone at the moment. LOL

then we headed to check out the wardrobe that my dad is getting me.
its gorgeous lo, with a price that can take my breathe away...

im sure with that coming to my room, i can finally revamp it.
gonna decide on the colour for me walls...
it gets me excited. :D:D

im this happy right now!!!

2008-12-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

i haven sleep so well for such a long while.
with probably the best huggy by my side, i was so deep into my sleep.
i feel the warmth in the dark cold room.
i want more of such nights!

:D

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OVERLY PAMPERED! ❤

2008-12-07T14:08:00.003+08:00

i need a hair cut & dye my hair.

>:(
i need to sleep.
my nose has been bleeding every night...
argh.

-

2008-12-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

This is a super outdated post. LOL!

SHREN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY @ INDOCHINE! (:

she spent like $2k there..
goodness, the crowd can really drink...

♥PICTURES:

The Babes- Shren, Mandy, Amanda, Clarie, Dawn! :D

Dawn & BearBear Alvan.

I have no idea what he drank. super classic wasted look of him. LOL

The Youth & our bday girl! :D

& we starts snapping non-stop.

i think we took those pics in the middle of the road early in the morning. LOL

& i didnt take a proper picture with the birthday girl! >:(

She's too busy entertaining her guest! =/

2008-11-26T13:22:00.013+08:00

Remember i did an Heineken event weeks back?

Its my first event i ever did in my life.
Cos mostly events will falls on weekends which i usually cant commit to it..

And on the actual day of the event i was late...
supposed to reach there at ACM by 1230pm for briefing, i came at 115pm.
urggh.. Cab uncle took a super long way & it cost a bomb! >:(

reached the place! & this was he whole set up. (:

& bee tapping is really fun!
i can tap a perfect pour alright!!

LOL

& these are the pretty babes i worked with. (:

Tabi, Sophia & Wendy

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So perfect pour anyone? (:

Watch the video to find out more details !

2008-11-26T04:01:00.000+08:00

Its a Crazy Night!

2008-11-16T03:34:00.003+08:00

I've been really happy these days (:
Those sweet surprises & words of affirmation makes my day.

&&& I'm counting down to 30 Nov T-rex!☺

-

i need a job.
or simply someone to fund my expenses. LOL!
right, i need a job.

that aside.

Asia Conference is coming up!
& yea im damn excited about it :D
bearbear, no doubt you're coming with me alright!
:D :D :D

Touching Asia, Transforming The World!

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Next up:

♥♥ Shren's Birthday @ Indochine
♥♥ Heineken all stars event

2008-11-02T01:20:00.003+08:00

-
its 130am right now..
& here i am at home.

i have been home really 'early' these days..
& its really killing my health..
now.. i cant sleep, my body clock has already custom itself.
bad, real bad.

i'm going to count sheep tonight...........
-

im getting fat.
London, here i comeeeeeeeeeee. LOL

/p.s: swallow down your food NOW!!!
:D

2008-10-24T02:18:00.001+08:00

lacking in updates.
i'll blog again soon...
when i upload the photos altogether.
lololol

2008-10-24T02:00:00.002+08:00

i guess i've placed too much faith in you.
i've forgotten u're just another man.
yes, indeed time proves everything.
you've changed...
& so did i.
perhaps, its really time to bid goodbye.

goodbye bb.
the very last time i'll call u that.

2008-10-06T16:56:00.002+08:00

& we sent silly to SGH yesterday.
oie! do you how worried we were? >:(

you better learn to take care of ur own health dude.

although the trip to SGH with u is hilarious!

while waiting for registering:

Lek: aiyo, u very clumsy leh, be careful not to bang into things
Des: ***silence- while trying to keep balance
*bang bong tang dang pang*
Lek: !!!
*He knocked against the metal pole stand & bang into the wall right next to the counter...
Lek: ... -.-
Lek: eh... u okay anot??
Des: *** still remain silence..

After registering, when we sat down..

Des: eh, just now i bang into those stuffs very loud ah? everyone turned and look at me leh, i damn paiseh...
Lek: -.- u win liao. really.

then Being brought by the nurses for X-ray & blood test...
it took me quite awhile & finally found where they kept him at..

Des: eh, tell you ar.. i dunno what jab they gave me, make me damn sleepy.
Lek: oookays, then u sleep lo...
Des: ....... *& he really fall asleep*
Lek: .........................................
*5 mins later
Des: aye? how come u're here?

Lek: .............................................
Des: i damn sleepy la... think just now got 3 nurses try to wake me up..
Des: 1 indian, 1 chinese, 1 i dun rmb what...
Lek: ..............okays... then??
Des: they keep calling my name, but i ignored them. damn sleepy la
Lek: er.. okayy.. then??
Des: they keep calling.. Desmond Lim ck. Desmond Lim ck...
Des: then i finally answer.. they asked me what's my name...
Lek: LOL, ok then?
Des: i tell them dont disturb me, i wan to..... slp...
*& he fell asleep again...
Lek: -.- Okayssssssssssss

After the blood test results:

Doc: you need to remember and finish your whole course of medication alright?
Des: er.. i'll try.
All of us: -.-
Lek: Yea, he will.
Doc: Gd, thanks.
Mama & J: YES, HE WILL.
Doc: lol,make sure he will.
Des: huh? *half awake mood*
All of us: -.-

2008-10-04T03:30:00.003+08:00

very random conversation i have with mama.

Mama: girl, u wan to join me for Aqua aerobics anot?
Mandy: Oh, How much?
Mama: very cheap only.. $55 for 10 lessons!
Mandy: Aiseh! On la!
Mama: starting 14 oct
Mandy: Okays, Set! :D
Mama: but.. its in sengkang, 9am..
Mandy: ........... *starts praying*
Mama: what u doing?
Mandy: Praying
Mama: about what?
Mandy: that Des will pass his TP on 13 oct.. LOL!
Mama: -.- you win liao. Really.

HAHAHAHA!
Silly, u better dont go reverse on up slope again ah!
i'll stab you.

2008-10-02T23:09:00.003+08:00

& we went to the zoo (:
i think it was in sept.. very outdated entry.

continue tomorrow.
got chased home........................ :(

2008-10-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

原以为不会改变

眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉

慢慢远离的梦

渐渐冷却冰封

心痛都当初相遇的心动

2008-09-22T01:36:00.002+08:00

despite all these..
i truly thank God for those that are close to me.
& For random people that came into my life to make it a little more lively.

:)

Seriously, with such friends around with me...
i don't think i'm that much of a Loser anymore.

lol

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*"Family dinner ~~tomorrow~~ LATER.

:D

2008-09-21T03:18:00.002+08:00

To let go and let God.

I believe I've yet to receive the best from God.

& As for now,
I'll wait patiently....

good bye,
to that forbidden love

2008-09-19T02:46:00.003+08:00

I'm tired...
I'm tired of living in this ~~beautiful~~ lie..
I'm tired of pleasing people..
Being someone that I'm not..
Being someone that is so insecure...
Such a Loser...

Good Bye my ~~perfect~~ mask..
Good Bye forever.

2008-09-17T02:59:00.003+08:00

well
it should not have started

~~i miss you~~
that familiar stranger

2008-09-05T16:01:00.001+08:00

This is exactly how i feel..
Right now..

2008-08-27T00:45:00.001+08:00

Go Blonde

& my hair stink like horse urine. >:(

2008-08-26T03:51:00.004+08:00

♥♥

Behind every smile i made...
Something is missing.

& i realized its You.

2008-08-26T03:34:00.007+08:00

& this time round is Auroradawnn.lj with their first collection!! :D

very affordable prices too! :D
go go! Mai tu liaooo !

2008-08-25T01:26:00.003+08:00

too fast, too fun, too happening

not forgetting too fat too.. >:(

well, updating this week!
watch this space yo!

:D

2008-08-08T12:15:00.002+08:00

its still a few days away from my 20th birthday, & im already receiving blessings! :D
really thank God for all the favors & blessings!

+ thanks Rarrarr for the photo album & gift!

Really like it alot, didnt expect u to do an photo album for me .. as for the gift, i'll open it on my actual birthday! :D

+ papa,mama n aunt for their angpaos! :D:D:D:D:D

its not any big amount, but still i feel really blessed!
Haven been a good girl at home, although they always get angry when i returns home late. But i know tats becos they're very concern for their youngest daughter.

Thank God for my family. Really.

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this birthday shall be my best year yet! :D
<3

2008-08-07T00:26:00.008+08:00

its so difficult to run even 1km now.
well, i've lost my stamina..
& now, the piling fats makes it even harder..

yea, im going to rant again..
i know u gonna say i did not.. but wait a minute.

Mandy: " i've put on weightttttttttttt.................... >:("
YOU: " NO WHAT! U STILL SO SKINNY"
Mandy: oh wells, check out my double chin then........"
YOU: "O! WOoo........wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww"
Mandy: "thanks."

i so need to EXERCISE!!
does running the stairs help much??
i took kuku 2 mins to run up 12 floors lor, half way up i feel weak knees already.

-.-

OMG! must admit im getting older n fatter.
& i cant imagine those that took part in horizontal marathon. These people are nuts man!

cannot exercise already super jialat, what worst is my NEVER - STOP - MUNCHING mouth!

Aiya, just stab me la!

okay, im kidding. i dont wan to die yet.

LOL

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anw, modeled for a blogshop.
check out their clothes! :D:D:D

their clothes give a "girl- next- door" feeling..
& their price is super affordable lo!

Online shopping is so much more easier & better!
At least i dont have to squeeze my way through Bugis street, or orchard roads on weekends.

So hop by there @ daintydamsels.lj for some good deals! :D:D

2008-07-31T15:02:00.000+08:00

yet another nose bleeding affair

2008-07-31T12:47:00.003+08:00

watch me, cos my life will only get even better.
im walking in the light of my Lord.

I've gave in, since u refuse to make peace.. then so be it.
My assurance is in the Lord, not you.

i wonder just how poison your heart can get..
such a disappointment.

2008-07-31T10:18:00.002+08:00

i've put on weight..................
Darnnnnnnnnnn! >=(

train with me, anyone?

& "diet starts today!" LOL

2008-07-28T15:37:00.014+08:00

weekends were love <3
apart from the fact tat i cant sleep till late morning, which is very annoying.
i still enjoy my weekend very much!

hah! dexter first book out from army! :D
he sure look like some Japaneses soldier. LOL!

-

Sunday went down to accompany Mamasan at her shoot.
& got to know Miyo, Victoria. (:
they are really friendly babes, never expect us to click so easy. LOL

I so love vic's Gucci hp strap! PRETTY LO.

After which we went for lunch.
& headed down to Bugis.

Pardon me, cos its my 1st time sitting in Honda Integra.
so i get really Balia ( meaning mountain tortoise )

i was very amused by this car!
i know, im damn bimbo.

take photo in the car with 2 victory signs some more.. LOL!"
even Mamasan also cant stand my bimbo-ness.

Even after i alighted, i still wan to pose with the car..

-.-
-.-
-.-
-.-

LOL! i wan do race queen shoot with sport car(s) LA!

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& i realise i forgot to take picture with Elvis' Crossfire!
>:(

2008-07-24T16:23:00.001+08:00

unless you speak my love language, or you'll never please my heart.

2008-07-23T17:01:00.003+08:00

Room for One/The Way I Say Goodbye

单人房/告别式

原谅我还学不会
面对着你说再见
在我学会掩饰脆弱以前
不告而别也许是最好的告别

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thanks rar rarr! (:

2008-07-21T17:59:00.005+08:00

will update SOON

2008-07-09T15:52:00.013+08:00

.

did a shoot with Brandon & his mates last friday.
they picked me up at abt 130am.
& off we went to candy's place for make up.

then tgt we head down to our shoot location.
& i got home at abt 8am. >.<
really thank God for the strength.

so anyway, here's the photos:

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definitely a collection worth keeping. (:

2008-07-04T16:53:00.002+08:00

Im sick.
>:(

no updates!
im too lazy to type everything out..

This weekend gonna be EXCITING!!
Pst Mike will be preaching!! WOOTZ

so enjoy your weekend people!
cos mine will be GREAT :D:D:D:D

2008-07-01T17:19:00.003+08:00

Finally a new blog skin! :D

& all tags replied too!

anw,
log on to wholivesnearyou.com

& guess what i found??

an OLD photo of myself!!
muahahahaha

shd be taken in yr 2005.

:D

okay, i tink i look very young lo!
lol, your girl next door.

2008-06-24T00:55:00.008+08:00

.
Got a few photos from Lee.
He was the very generous one that organized the private shoot on sat.

HAHA! :D

they got me a MUA too!
was an easy shoot, basically i went there & enjoyed myself!

the 1st look

the 2nd look

/side notes for myself:

+ 29/06 shoot w rar rarr gatchaman [morning]
+ 29/06 Private shoot TBC [afternoon]
+ 05/07 shoot with Brandon [morning] (like finally!)
+06/07 papa's group shoot TBC [morning]
+ 12/07 shoot w Berthold Trenkel TBC[morning]

* Ejun's shoot (TBA)
* Sherwin's shoot (TBA)
* Tungtong's shoot (TBA)

mostly are for updating & improving my portfilo! (:

2008-06-23T15:44:00.005+08:00

.
+ rainy sunday morning
+ shoot canceled
+ breakfast w dd, papasan& gf
+ shopping trip w dd :)

+ from westmall to fareast to paragon to taka
+ from cosmetics to tank tops to patent flats

/side note: i shd start getting more heels instead of flats!

pttff! i look so small standing next to dd! >:(

2008-06-20T11:56:00.006+08:00

.
Coped afew pics from Pauche on last saturday shoot,

was a very last minute shoot.. >:(
Mamasan called me at 7.40am to help her replace one of her model for shoot.

& i need to reach the shoot location by 9am!!

but thank God Chestnut joined the shoot, so he came to pick me up & thus manage to reach on time.

it took me quite awhile to be warm-up.
but the whole shooting process was an enjoyable one thuo. (:

there u go! PICTURES :

looking at my tights, i feel very fat abt myself! >:(
need to exercise more ah!

well, shoot agn sat & sun! :D
MOOLAHS MOLAHS!

/& you all ar! dont just keep reading and reading!
tag me tag me! >:(

2008-06-19T12:36:00.003+08:00

.

when fitting for this sunday group shoot.
Japanese School Girl Yo.

& i look super ah lian wearing that outfit. HAHAHAHAHA!

meet Mandy, the jap ah lian!

2008-06-19T10:43:00.004+08:00

.

i saw myself
running and screaming like a mad woman in that dark room
i am all alone..

all by myself

the voice of my screams only gets louder & louder
the struggle between the flesh, spirit & soul..
painful it is...

I am torn.

-

that familiar place..
the best person on earth..

Good-bye my friend & Hello stranger.

/& weiwei, thats the worst joke ever. >:(

2008-06-17T13:55:00.004+08:00

.
Im really a blessed girl! :D

Dadee collin bought his car, so every morning i'm able to hitch a ride to work! :D:D

MUAHAHAHA! now i dun need to run after bus, dont nd to squeeze with the crowd for mrt space.
dont need to rush liao siao, & i get to slp abit longer everymorning! :D

LOVE LOVE DADEE!

-

will be having a studio private shoot this sat morning!
& the photographers told me last night that they will be giving me $100 allowances to buy myself any clothes that i want for the shoot!

DAMN SHIOK LA!

SEE! told u im damn blessed!

THANK YOU JESUS! :D

anw, shopped alittle online.. & brought myself these:

&&&

:D:D:D:D

i shd be receiving my brown lens this week!!

alright, back to work!

2008-06-14T01:21:00.002+08:00

.
SOZO EXTERME!

YO!YO!YO! :D

anw, just got home aft fellowshipping with cell @ ben&jerry! (:
cos the ROCKERS walked home with $100 worth of b&j vouchers!
MUAHAHAHA! ICE CREAM FEAST AH!

yea, & i must say im damn proud of the Rockers!
we got nominated for almost every prizes, and won the most prizes as a cg! :D

1. Best Team!
2. Best Team Spirit!
3. Best AGL!
4. Drama Runner up!

to think that we only left w 15 mins to put the whole talent time drama together. we've really done our best! :D

more than that, i believe stronger bonds are built in this cg!

& also in GTZONE!

man, i miss SOZO alrdy!
LOVE LOVE THE ROCKERS! <3

i've never regret pushing the offer of working in this IT fair for LG.
thou the pay n job scope is really tempting. haha!
just imagine, modeling for LG for 4 days and you'll get >$1000 in ur pockets!
SHIOK ANOT?! LOL

but that can nv be compared to the fun i get in Sozo! :D:D:D:D
next IT FAIR, here i comeeee! hahahaha